Every time I go on here, I've been meaning to post about something really important, but when I log on I just forget. Anyway, I've been feeling ill for the last few days, but I think that's just a result of eating too much, which is disgusting. So now I just feel bloated and ill and I want to sleep all the time, and I have a slight cold which really, really is quite awful. Recently I just tend to float through the day doing things that are absolutely meaningless and time wasting until I go to sleep. I was going to meet up with some friends tomorrow, but can't because I haven't revised all week, which is terrible because I need to get an A* on my science exams. Just feeling terribly unmotivated; probably because I know I should be revising but I put it off by doing things like going on wikicrawls and drawing little stick people and their communities all over my revision guides. Right! Some stuff to get off my mind...I'm really annoyed about the D of E because our group has organised NOTHING which means I have to go in tomorrow and sort it out, even though I don't know anything about camping. Another thing...I had such a hard time beating the Water Temple in Zelda, which was really, really annoying and I think raised my blood pressure enormously. For one, Dark Link is a complete bum to beat, and I had to leave a bunch of times to fill up my magic and try again which irritated the hell out of me. Also, in the hallway before Morphea, I couldn't get past those moving blades, which also annoyed me. Thirdly, I am almost completely inactive which is really, really irritating me because I feel like I should do something, but am not because I think I should be revising. Fourthly, I am organising an afterprom party, but no one is responding at all!!! And also a bunch of other things which I don't really want to write about and also can't explain. I suppose it's making me feel better that I'm writing this, even though nobody's going to read this. I need to go exercise after this post, but it's really not doing anything at all. What I should do is start eating healthier...I'll post what I ate today:
porridge + fruit
1/2 slice of bread + some cubes of ham and cheese
1 grapefruit
1 bowl cereal
1 tortilla wrap+lettuce+potatoes+sausage (yum)
handful of bombay mix
and I walked my dog twice, and am going to exercise later. Right! From tomorrow I've got to remotivate myself, because I've been so completely lazy and let myself fall into this routine. Anyway, I'm going to stop pointless ranting now and exercise and go to sleep because I am so ridiculously exhausted :(
cherish that antipasto
14 years ago
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